red
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This is not cattle related but I don't view the board as being a one topic site. We are a community & many have shared thoughts & life experiences w/ each other. I feel that maybe what I'm going to share might hit a nerve w/ someone else or maybe someone has the same problem. I suffer from depression. This is a bit of a bad day so i thought I'd try to sit down & address it.
Some days it's not bad & others I can hardly make it out of bed. I can usually tell a bad day by just how my body feels. I've suffered from this most of my life. I look back & realize that many of my moods as teenager might not have been completely normal. I also came from a family that viewed depression as a mental sickness. I still can't talk to my mom about it.
I don't want sympathy about this. I want to talk about it. I think many farmers/ranchers suffer from depression. Many times our lives are some what separate from the outside world. We often live in rural areas & there is not much help or treatment. There is also a stigma that goes along w/ it.
I do take medicine & I see a doctor. I think the most important part is knowing there is a problem & being able to talk about it. This is also a bad time of the year for me. I try to focus more on the true meaning of Christmas & not get caught up in the hype. I guess this year my stress reliever has been baking. My cattle are also a big stress reliever. Many times when i feel really down I go out & just spend time looking at the cows. Pushing myself to work w/ the calves also helps. Woody has helped a lot & I am blessed to have my hubby.
If anyone ever wants to talk to me feel free to do so. I am more than a moderator but am also a friend & a shoulder. I know many people think that if you just get off your pity party you can help yourself. I'm not sure how effective that is. A positive outlook does help as well as a well balanced diet. Plenty of good quality sleep also helps although there are days when I can sleep 24 hours.
Thank you for letting me get this off my shoulders. Like I said, I don't want sympathy, I just wanted to share this w/ my community.
Red
Some days it's not bad & others I can hardly make it out of bed. I can usually tell a bad day by just how my body feels. I've suffered from this most of my life. I look back & realize that many of my moods as teenager might not have been completely normal. I also came from a family that viewed depression as a mental sickness. I still can't talk to my mom about it.
I don't want sympathy about this. I want to talk about it. I think many farmers/ranchers suffer from depression. Many times our lives are some what separate from the outside world. We often live in rural areas & there is not much help or treatment. There is also a stigma that goes along w/ it.
I do take medicine & I see a doctor. I think the most important part is knowing there is a problem & being able to talk about it. This is also a bad time of the year for me. I try to focus more on the true meaning of Christmas & not get caught up in the hype. I guess this year my stress reliever has been baking. My cattle are also a big stress reliever. Many times when i feel really down I go out & just spend time looking at the cows. Pushing myself to work w/ the calves also helps. Woody has helped a lot & I am blessed to have my hubby.
If anyone ever wants to talk to me feel free to do so. I am more than a moderator but am also a friend & a shoulder. I know many people think that if you just get off your pity party you can help yourself. I'm not sure how effective that is. A positive outlook does help as well as a well balanced diet. Plenty of good quality sleep also helps although there are days when I can sleep 24 hours.
Thank you for letting me get this off my shoulders. Like I said, I don't want sympathy, I just wanted to share this w/ my community.
Red